The cost.. The road back home...

[intuitiveintimacy]

Acting out to porn knowing that it was unhealthy for me kept me in an unhappy relationship. 3 years of quitting and doing the work I finally entered a healthy relationship. The most amazing one in my life actually. But I kept going back to the porn every 2 to 3 weeks. It sabotaged a healthy relationship and influenced me to make unhealthy choices and choice other addicts.

My partner is now dead... And I used again last night. Same cycle, 2 to 3 weeks.

I want this addiction to end or my life to end.

I can't do this anymore.

 

[OrangeSpider]

Life is tough, Im sorry man. But it goes on, you cant let yourself go. Welcome to the club of people struggling with the same thing as you, at the same time, helping each other out. Read some other stories and find what you need. Let's go!