Major fight with my family. Feel like shit, need some comfort, maybe a hug.
Oh God, why did this have to happen today. I was fighting so well.
Hope I do not relapse. I feel terrible.
I've failed u guys.Awareness precedes control. Sabotage your accessibility to porn. Find activities that alleviate these triggers and the urges will shrink or vanish.
It's okay to feel terrible, some setbacks are outside our control. You decide how to deal with them. You're doing well!![]()
I agree! For rebooting, the only important day is TODAY. The counter may be a personal preference, it helps me keep momentum.By four months maybe the amount of days won't be important anymore.
I definitely can't reboot like thisIt's 1:55 AM.
And I think I am seeing the end of my relationship.
The pain is here.
The sadness.
Feeling lost. Hurt.
Not knowing what to do.
Do I wanna break up? No.
But maybe
Maybe it's already over.
And I'm here.
Alone.
Sad.
I don't wanna explain what happened.
I just want the pain to go away.
I'm not ashamed of admitting my weaknesses, I just wish this haven't happened. Family I can heal fast, but not the person I wanted to spend my life with.
The future is uncertain.
I will keep trying, but now I don't care anymore.
Guess I'm not strong enough yet.