Pancytopenia
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Thank you [B]WinkTinkTillium[/B]
I have not come here for a while.
On Day 30, I think the urge comes from my routine PMO for many years. It is my habit. There was no negative emotion. I think the cues(time, place, and many things) triggered me.
Day 32-36
On days 33–35, I had three separate sex sessions with O.
My ED was also on third sex. My ED improves and I can O more quickly when I visualize pornographic scenes in my thoughts. I should not be doing that, but it won't help.
My ED is getting better all the time, but sometimes I still need the pornographic scenario to get me going.
Do you have any advice?
I have not come here for a while.
On Day 30, I think the urge comes from my routine PMO for many years. It is my habit. There was no negative emotion. I think the cues(time, place, and many things) triggered me.
Day 32-36
On days 33–35, I had three separate sex sessions with O.
My ED was also on third sex. My ED improves and I can O more quickly when I visualize pornographic scenes in my thoughts. I should not be doing that, but it won't help.
My ED is getting better all the time, but sometimes I still need the pornographic scenario to get me going.
Do you have any advice?