Hey all. It’s been a while since I’ve been on here. I’m back, because I’m struggling. I’ve managed to stay busy enough and stop watching content with nudity in it, mostly cause I’m just to busy this time of year. That’s helped with the Porn side of things, it’s been a few months since I’ve looked at Porn. The issue is that I’m still addicted to MOing. And that leads to more and more often wanting to MO which eventually (as I’ve discovered through a cycle) leads to looking at Porn and starting that all over again. I’m really struggling to overcome this addiction to MO. Seems like the urge hits me often times about midnight and it will literally wake me up and I have a super hard time going back to sleep to the point where it just keeps me up and I end up being exhausted. Other times, it’s from past triggers like, being in shower, or touching myself almost subconsciously, sleeping positions. I don’t know how to beat it. I don’t want to be addicted to it. It really is an addiction, I’m fairly certain it’s causing ED. I dunno. I’m gonna try and start a counter here. If anyone would be interested in helping me stay accountable and encourage me or suggest helps please let me know. Thanks.
i guess this is day 0
i guess this is day 0