GenericJC
Member
Hi everyone, first time poster but long time battler of a porn addiction.
I have tried almost everything to beat this for over 10 years, and have had serious successes and serious failures. I have not beaten this addiction.
YET!
I know for some of us, when we think about how long this has taken and how much it has robbed from us, we can feel hopeless, weak, despondent and it feels like you're just telling yourself a lie between relapses. But that isn't true!
Like today for myself and for many others, you will fail and fall on your ass, sometimes repeatedly, but you can't stay there. You have to get yourself back up, understand why you failed and then work your hardest to not only forgive yourself for failing but to make sure it doesn't happen like that again.
I've decided to do the full works, I've blocked new apps, blocked thousands of key words relating to sex and porn and as of today, took the first step in reaching out to my therapist regarding this. I want this post to be something that I can look back on, (and hopefully maybe you can too) as the moment you decided not to let JPEGs and MP4s rule your life anymore.
Remember, one day you WILL be free of this, I promise. It just takes strength, time, openness and forgiveness!
I wish you all good luck (and to myself too!). You CAN do this
I have tried almost everything to beat this for over 10 years, and have had serious successes and serious failures. I have not beaten this addiction.
YET!
I know for some of us, when we think about how long this has taken and how much it has robbed from us, we can feel hopeless, weak, despondent and it feels like you're just telling yourself a lie between relapses. But that isn't true!
Like today for myself and for many others, you will fail and fall on your ass, sometimes repeatedly, but you can't stay there. You have to get yourself back up, understand why you failed and then work your hardest to not only forgive yourself for failing but to make sure it doesn't happen like that again.
I've decided to do the full works, I've blocked new apps, blocked thousands of key words relating to sex and porn and as of today, took the first step in reaching out to my therapist regarding this. I want this post to be something that I can look back on, (and hopefully maybe you can too) as the moment you decided not to let JPEGs and MP4s rule your life anymore.
Remember, one day you WILL be free of this, I promise. It just takes strength, time, openness and forgiveness!
I wish you all good luck (and to myself too!). You CAN do this