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WinkTinkTillium

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Day 80 :)

That is 115,200 minutes of changed behavior. That is 6,912,000 Seconds of changed behavior. Every moment we are moving forward matters and is one more moment free of destructive behavior. We are learning to control these moments and what effects our decisions in these moments. Never discount the progress you have made.
 

WinkTinkTillium

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Day 82, 83, and today is Day 84 - weekend went well more progress in the home office renovations saturday, so close to being done that ugh :). Yesterday, Sunday was one of the weekends we go to the Renaissance Faire, had a ton of fun, got a new Kilt to start my new outfit I am building. Today is Monday, not looking forward to the work day, many of my leadership partners are on PTO and a few others out sick leaving only two of us to support a pretty large group so drinking some coffee, catching up on my journal, about to turn on some death metal, have to fit in mowing the lawn over my lunch break and vacuum & close out the pool after dinner. Busy busy

Hope everyone has an amazing porn free day!
 

WinkTinkTillium

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Day 87 Thank you @downhillfromhere you are crushing it yourself!

Hoping today work wise cools down a bit. Stretched thin for the last 2 weeks and today tomorrow the leadership team staffing is the same. So just hoping the customer volume at the leadership level is quieter so i can catch up. Tomorrow i am hoping is simple and goes well too. Busy kids weekend ahead.

As always Fuck Porn!
 

WinkTinkTillium

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Good Morning Everyone!

It was a wild and full weekend. Enjoyed the family time and all of our festivities immensely. Monday is continuing to be barely controlled chaos work wise so this is going on 3 to 4 weeks of it so not enjoying it as its tugging at my life balance quite a bit. Dont feel in control of all aspects.

However I have not wavered in my control of Porn. I will never ever ever go back to it... ever.

I am happy to report Friday Day 88, Saturday Day 89, Sunday Day 90, and today is Day 91 😁 I have done it, i have completed my first major goal.

I will have another post to share about my next phase with some shares etc just dont have the time to complete it at the moment.
 

WinkTinkTillium

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Hey Everyone! sorry for the drop off and MIA over the last few months. Rough time since November. I could type a long story but i am not dwelling on what has passed. However I do have two things to share.

One cautionary statement - I underestimated the dangers on re-engaging an intimate relationship with my Fiancé after i hit my 90 day goal. My drive after the first time outweighed my ability to control the impulses and i within a week fell back on my old habits and patterns of Porn Addiction. Sharing so others may be aware of possibilities

Second - a positive statement - motivation and discipline mentality re-engaged. Today is 1 day without PMO :)
 
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