Finally putting this behind me so i can live my life

Michael89

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Day 23 no porn
Day 18 no orgasm

Definitely been desiring sex more the last few days, but my goal is 60 days minimum(orgasm free) before I engage in sexual activity
 

Michael89

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Day 25 no porn
Day 20 no orgasm

internal fight within to break my orgasm streak. As I’ve said in a past thread sexual pleasure is definitely my escape from the stresses of life or the lack of fulfillment and or boredom of life. I’m still trucking forward though…
 

Michael89

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Ended up having sex a few days ago, so my orgasm counter I had to reset. Still going strong on no porn/artificial sexual stimulation.

Day 27 no porn/Porn Substitutes
Day 2 no orgasm
 

Michael89

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Day 31 no porn
Day 6 no orgasm

Officially hit a month. Very proud of this even though I have a long way to go. I have found during past reboot attempts after a month of abstaining from artificial sexual stimulation my addicted brain starts working overtime to get me to peak or look. Most remain on guard.
 

Michael89

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Day 35 no porn
Day 10 no orgasm

I believe I’m really settling into a life without porn/artificial sexual stimulation. Don’t really feel a desire to seek it out. Sexual thoughts(based on past experiences and the desire for new ones) come and go, but for the most part I’m kinda costing through the days. Maybe that’s part of the “flatline”, a feeling of indifference…..
 

Michael89

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Day 40 -no porn
Day 15 - no orgasm

Not much to report. Just moving along. Contemplating if I wanna pursue this person at my job or not, or just chill till to the first of the year. Been also taking a testosterone supplement for the last few days as well.
 
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