internal fight within to break my orgasm streak. As I’ve said in a past thread sexual pleasure is definitely my escape from the stresses of life or the lack of fulfillment and or boredom of life. I’m still trucking forward though…
Officially hit a month. Very proud of this even though I have a long way to go. I have found during past reboot attempts after a month of abstaining from artificial sexual stimulation my addicted brain starts working overtime to get me to peak or look. Most remain on guard.
I believe I’m really settling into a life without porn/artificial sexual stimulation. Don’t really feel a desire to seek it out. Sexual thoughts(based on past experiences and the desire for new ones) come and go, but for the most part I’m kinda costing through the days. Maybe that’s part of the “flatline”, a feeling of indifference…..
Not much to report. Just moving along. Contemplating if I wanna pursue this person at my job or not, or just chill till to the first of the year. Been also taking a testosterone supplement for the last few days as well.