Day 61. Officially 2 months. Never been this committed or gone this long in my LIFE. Still not healed, during sexual intercourse I still need to fantasize to get off which isn’t good, but with blowjobs not so much, maybe it’s because head is without a condom(and she’s really good as well doesn’t hurt) and I can feel all the sensations better. Also a small win is when I do have sexual thoughts in the day about women or scenarios it’s no longer porn associated but simply having sex. I have a woman I’m dealing with right now, which is also a plus. Might have her spend a night with me to further rewire but we will see how that goes.