So I?m 33 years old and I have been PMO:ing probably for at least the past 10 years, probably a bit more. Prior to that it was more MO at a rate of perhaps 1/day since I was ~14.
I?m a social guy who would typically have a lot of things going on and have basically always had a gf, except for some shorter periods(the longest being one year). In the relationships sex would typically play a part in the beginning but with time there would be less, down to a frequency of twice a year or similar. I would blame the boring relationship for that normally and never cosnidered that PMO had anything to do with it.
So 2,5 years ago I met my wife and she already after a couple of months caught me on my ED, she could not understand why I would not like to have sex with her all the time and why I would have ED from time to time. Frankly, neither could I, I had never considered that I was suffering from ED, just thought that I was not having sex in my previous relationships due to them(relationship and gf) being boring.
At that point I realized I had a problem and went to the doc who basically prescribed me Viagra + Cialis. These actually worked quite ok for some time but stopped working after a while as they actually need arousal(something I only got from P) to work. I then investigated if I would have some other medical condition but except for slightly low Testosterone levels I was found to be very healthy.
Last spring sometime I found YBOP and this forum and realized that PIED was probably my problem. I had a go at a reboot during summer and managed for something like 30 days and actually had some quite nice sex without any pills during summer. Stress and other problems however got me back on PMO track. During this time I was first suffering from DE(really had to work for it) and occasional PE later(I have the feeling that I am more sensitive when not completely hard).
Now I?m back on the narrow reboot road and have done 16 days without any PMO and am currently flatlining... My wife is currently due to hormonal(pregnant due to our summer activities) reasons not very interested in S so I have some good time to without any pressure reboot and am committed to doing it.
The reason I am writing here is to give me yet another reason not to give in to the urges and mindgames. I just want to get back the feeling of being horny and able to have sex whenever I want without being afraid of ED, DE or PE. Our relationship has until now suffered due to the S problems but so far we have managed anyway.
I?ll try to give you updates(hopefully about my progress) once in a while if you have any questions feel free to ask me!
I?m a social guy who would typically have a lot of things going on and have basically always had a gf, except for some shorter periods(the longest being one year). In the relationships sex would typically play a part in the beginning but with time there would be less, down to a frequency of twice a year or similar. I would blame the boring relationship for that normally and never cosnidered that PMO had anything to do with it.
So 2,5 years ago I met my wife and she already after a couple of months caught me on my ED, she could not understand why I would not like to have sex with her all the time and why I would have ED from time to time. Frankly, neither could I, I had never considered that I was suffering from ED, just thought that I was not having sex in my previous relationships due to them(relationship and gf) being boring.
At that point I realized I had a problem and went to the doc who basically prescribed me Viagra + Cialis. These actually worked quite ok for some time but stopped working after a while as they actually need arousal(something I only got from P) to work. I then investigated if I would have some other medical condition but except for slightly low Testosterone levels I was found to be very healthy.
Last spring sometime I found YBOP and this forum and realized that PIED was probably my problem. I had a go at a reboot during summer and managed for something like 30 days and actually had some quite nice sex without any pills during summer. Stress and other problems however got me back on PMO track. During this time I was first suffering from DE(really had to work for it) and occasional PE later(I have the feeling that I am more sensitive when not completely hard).
Now I?m back on the narrow reboot road and have done 16 days without any PMO and am currently flatlining... My wife is currently due to hormonal(pregnant due to our summer activities) reasons not very interested in S so I have some good time to without any pressure reboot and am committed to doing it.
The reason I am writing here is to give me yet another reason not to give in to the urges and mindgames. I just want to get back the feeling of being horny and able to have sex whenever I want without being afraid of ED, DE or PE. Our relationship has until now suffered due to the S problems but so far we have managed anyway.
I?ll try to give you updates(hopefully about my progress) once in a while if you have any questions feel free to ask me!