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Freddy

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Day 8. Everything stable, urges for real sex today, might need to do something about that. PIED and some PE(in comparison to years back).
 
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Freddy

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Day 9, merting up with a friend family with the kids. A bit sick and lying in bed yesterday, felt tempted to PMO.
 
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quitforeverthenwin2

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Welcome back man! At first I didn't notice the time lapse. Man, go all out in finishing this addiction off! It's been long enough dealing with it. Kill it fully. I just read your whole journal, including that first post from 5 years ago. This addiction took a lot from you! Imagine how much better those relationships could have been if it weren't for this addiction. Don't let it take anymore of your time! Keep it up! You're sick, but you know what is worse then being sick in bed? Being in sick in bed AFTER relapsing! So get through it. Do what ever you have to do, enough is enough with this PMO shit.
 
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Freddy

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Thanks mate,
I agree, although I have made progress over the years, now it is time to get rid of this pain forever.
 
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Freddy

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Day 12, no urges, somewhat of a flatline developing I would say. Considering if I should stay out of the real stuff as well or go along with normal sex as long as it does not involve anything porn-related.
 
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Freddy

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Day 14, better than yesterday. No urges for pmo, flatlining. Some sexual fantasies popping up in my head.
 
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Freddy

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Day 17, some kind of nightly erections this night. Basically not much change. I expect some noticeable differences between days 40-60. I know this is individual of course but before I have seen changes(spontaneous erections for exampl) around day 30-40.
 
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Freddy

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Day 18. Dangerous evening yesterday as some lesbian intimacy on TV got me turned on. No PMO still though.
 
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Freddy

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Day 20. Sleep deprived. Not a good day. Trying to figure out how to deal with the fact that my brain wants me to PMO. No relapse.
 
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Freddy

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Day 23, had a nightly ejaculation without a having a sex dream. Strange for it to happen only 2 days after sex as well
 
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Freddy

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Freddy said:
Day 23, had a nightly ejaculation without a having a sex dream. Strange for it to happen only 2 days after sex as well
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Anyone else experienced something like this? Clearly some changes ongoing.
 
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