Getting my life back

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zackergeet

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Freddy said:
Taking it easy. Clear flatline and now urges even for M.
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Hey Freddy, you are the same as me I am in this flatline too. Have you read the book “your brain on porn” it is really good and it on the net. There are plenty of stories about how people get flatline after the cut porn. We have to be patient because if it is PIED the only to heal is the brain, although exercise and fasting also helps. I am on day 17. Good job in the day 24 be careful when your libido comes back, when I hit the day 60 I was trigger by everything and relapse very hard unfortunately. But not this time! I wish you the best in your fight! You can do it!
 
Floppy_England

Floppy_England

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I tested my election with just touch and fantasy two weeks ago. I was heavy urges after leaving my flatline and wanted to see if my PIED was cured. That seems to have put me back in to a flatline again. It really set me back and I have had very little libido this last fortnight. Big mistake. Live and learn.
 
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Freddy

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Well, my mind now pissed of due to the fact that my wife has been lying for me and actually hooked up with some rich dude in a hotel yesterday whilst leaving me to take care of the kids. No idea if I have ever felt shittier or more used. Yes, we are in a process which probably ends with divorce, but she promised earlier to not do something like this prior to our process has come to an end. But again here own needs were more important than trying to consider the other half in this. I never stop getting amazed. Sorry for bitching. Not creating any urges though in this flatline...
 
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Floppy_England

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Freddy said:
Well, my mind now pissed of due to the fact that my wife has been lying for me and actually hooked up with some rich dude in a hotel yesterday whilst leaving me to take care of the kids. No idea if I have ever felt shittier or more used. Yes, we are in a process which probably ends with divorce, but she promised earlier to not do something like this prior to our process has come to an end. But again here own needs were more important than trying to consider the other half in this. I never stop getting amazed. Sorry for bitching. Not creating any urges though in this flatline...
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Sorry to hear that bro.
 
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Freddy

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Still fine. Quite ok with the bad relationship ending. Just do not like the way. Will always have to wonder how much of it was due to my porn abuse, how much was just a bad fit and how much was bad timing and lots of stress. Time to grow as a person and find new brightness.
 
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Freddy

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day 29 comes to an end without urges. Probably not a coincidence that I find power to do this now when the poor relationship is not on my shoulders anymore.
 
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Freddy

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Day 30 is here. Thanks for all the support. Some MW today, or then it was just that I needed to pee. How do you figure out which?
I am expecting at least 90-180 days to be needed for me to see some real positive impact other than brainfog disappearing.
 
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