Last night I had dreams in which there were people that were once there in my life. It happens every time I start using my devices less for mindless purpose. I start having dreams having old friends in it. And I also start imagining the old times when my life was different. The good moments I had. I can't just not think about it. It's automatic. And I don't want to stop thinking about it by indulging in a highly stimulating activity this time, like gaming or porn. It makes me sad, because these days life feels very lonely. And I don't even know go anywhere outside, or have friends.