QanWaz
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Hi everybody! This is my problem.
Qan is here. I was a Porn addict and now I'm abstaining from it for months. But, I need information about maybe rare sexual problem i.e. EJACULATION WITHOUT PHYSICAL STIMULATION even while watching just any GIRL'S THIES or BOOTY!!! I don't know what is it called? What's the cure for it? That's why I'm here to figure it out. What's wrong?
Backdrop Story: How I ended up here?
I've been an occasional Porn user maybe after weeks or even months. Before Porn I had PE problem in masturbation despite my healthy diet and routine workouts bcz I was regular Gym Geek and big time into the fitness world. But, out of curiosity and boredom I turned heavily addicted to Porn in Covid lockdown and used to spend like hours every single day. I didn't masturbate but pleased myself with over-fantasizing stuff while watching. After couple of months with same routine, one day when I was watching hard core Porn, my penis had been hard for like an good hour under my thighs. While I was in my fantasy realm, I felt the strong orgasm and Boom, I exploded (ejaculated) without even touching my penis.
It was the most shocking experience for me in 22 years of my life. I would say I stayed shock for hours and days that what did just happened to me!!! I was curious that was it happened only then or is it still there? So, I kept on watching and checking that "Ejaculation without stimulation" which became even more easy and quick than before.
I was grounded under the burden of that fact. I quite Porn for few days out of fear and started watching CrossFit games due to my interest in sports. Over there, female athletes wear short clothes and their beauty parts are emphasized especially thies and booties bcz of their size and curves. When I started putting my focus on that part of the game and female athletes, I realized, my brain responded the exact same way as during the porn i.e. Ejaculation without Stimulation. Yes! You read it right., I ejaculated while looking at female athletes' Thies and Booties when they were standing and walking.
I'm still struggling with this Ejaculation without Stimulation but don't know what is it called and where to seek help and what's the way out? I just quite almost every single woman on mobile screen but it is nailing me down. I saw Geebe Deem on YouTube and I felt hope! That's why I'm here. I don't wish it for anybody but I came here to share my story and see are there anyone who shares the same struggle as I do.
Qan is here. I was a Porn addict and now I'm abstaining from it for months. But, I need information about maybe rare sexual problem i.e. EJACULATION WITHOUT PHYSICAL STIMULATION even while watching just any GIRL'S THIES or BOOTY!!! I don't know what is it called? What's the cure for it? That's why I'm here to figure it out. What's wrong?
Backdrop Story: How I ended up here?
I've been an occasional Porn user maybe after weeks or even months. Before Porn I had PE problem in masturbation despite my healthy diet and routine workouts bcz I was regular Gym Geek and big time into the fitness world. But, out of curiosity and boredom I turned heavily addicted to Porn in Covid lockdown and used to spend like hours every single day. I didn't masturbate but pleased myself with over-fantasizing stuff while watching. After couple of months with same routine, one day when I was watching hard core Porn, my penis had been hard for like an good hour under my thighs. While I was in my fantasy realm, I felt the strong orgasm and Boom, I exploded (ejaculated) without even touching my penis.
It was the most shocking experience for me in 22 years of my life. I would say I stayed shock for hours and days that what did just happened to me!!! I was curious that was it happened only then or is it still there? So, I kept on watching and checking that "Ejaculation without stimulation" which became even more easy and quick than before.
I was grounded under the burden of that fact. I quite Porn for few days out of fear and started watching CrossFit games due to my interest in sports. Over there, female athletes wear short clothes and their beauty parts are emphasized especially thies and booties bcz of their size and curves. When I started putting my focus on that part of the game and female athletes, I realized, my brain responded the exact same way as during the porn i.e. Ejaculation without Stimulation. Yes! You read it right., I ejaculated while looking at female athletes' Thies and Booties when they were standing and walking.
I'm still struggling with this Ejaculation without Stimulation but don't know what is it called and where to seek help and what's the way out? I just quite almost every single woman on mobile screen but it is nailing me down. I saw Geebe Deem on YouTube and I felt hope! That's why I'm here. I don't wish it for anybody but I came here to share my story and see are there anyone who shares the same struggle as I do.