Haven't watched porn in over a year, and I still don't. But I have been searching for nudes online and stuff, and even when I'm doing it, I feel like it ain't what I wanna do, but I still end up doing it and feeling even more guilty. Still haven't watched porn, but searching for nudes of random women on the internet does not sound good. What I want is real stuff, and I still end up checking stuff out on the internet. Makes me feel like shit, and I definitely don't enjoy it. Thanks for reading!