There is a question that has always been in my mind: What if: I didn’t know porn. What if I didn’t masturbate What if I didn’t fall into this quagmire of vileness… What would my life be like, what would my thinking be, and would it be me now or another me…. I am not a person who regrets a lot, nor does he who regrets something he did as long as he cannot change it, that is, I did something and must bear its consequences. But there is something I regret a lot, and it is my suffering with porn. In my life at all, I wish this chapter would be erased from my life as if I did not go through it, did not suffer, and did not regret it. My habits and to reach my goal and get rid of this bad habit.