Day 2 p free!
I feel like this isn't the first time I've tried this, but thought it would be a useful to give myself sometime more interesting to do with my hands.
Not really sure where to go from here.
Married, Dad, 33.
Not a lot time for hobbies after the kids were born, unless it's digital and XXX.
I've been actively looking at porn since I was able to learn about hiding digital images from my parents. As most people here know, it starts out with innocent photo here or there. Over the course of the last 15+ years, it's gone beyond just watching it, but secretly making my own content. My 30s have been really hard (not that my 20s were any easier) so my addition to p has been a little bit off the charts. Married with kids and found that, especially during the pandemic, I was fapping during working hours, planning my days around it, and avoiding new responsibilities.
More recently, I started fapping only to be subtly being satisfied. It lost it luster. I lost that swagger. I hadn't experienced those blissful I-love-being-a-man aftermaths in so long I thought that it was something only young men experience.
After a wasted day binging P, I came across a AoM article and was inspired to ... grab the bull by the horns. I believe that P isn't that great and young men (and even boys) need to know that it's a real (day I say, 'universal') male struggle. To help set the example for my sons and nephews I think that it's important to go through the work and break free of the addition. I gotta call it out: I am addicted to porn.
I feel like this isn't the first time I've tried this, but thought it would be a useful to give myself sometime more interesting to do with my hands.
Not really sure where to go from here.
Married, Dad, 33.
Not a lot time for hobbies after the kids were born, unless it's digital and XXX.
I've been actively looking at porn since I was able to learn about hiding digital images from my parents. As most people here know, it starts out with innocent photo here or there. Over the course of the last 15+ years, it's gone beyond just watching it, but secretly making my own content. My 30s have been really hard (not that my 20s were any easier) so my addition to p has been a little bit off the charts. Married with kids and found that, especially during the pandemic, I was fapping during working hours, planning my days around it, and avoiding new responsibilities.
More recently, I started fapping only to be subtly being satisfied. It lost it luster. I lost that swagger. I hadn't experienced those blissful I-love-being-a-man aftermaths in so long I thought that it was something only young men experience.
After a wasted day binging P, I came across a AoM article and was inspired to ... grab the bull by the horns. I believe that P isn't that great and young men (and even boys) need to know that it's a real (day I say, 'universal') male struggle. To help set the example for my sons and nephews I think that it's important to go through the work and break free of the addition. I gotta call it out: I am addicted to porn.
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