Escape and never come back

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qubit

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Sorry you are going through this man! Have your perhaps considered completely changing your environment? Going away somewhere for a while until you can get a handle on this?
 
Ezel

Ezel

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Escapeandnevercomeback said:
day zero

I am a number. I am not a free man.
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Stop it man. Try to get some help. Porn is not worth. I know you heard this cliche hundreds of times. And every time I relapse it just gets more and more convincing. I just came back from there, and it's still the same thing. After that first orgasm all that's left in you is feelings of shame, disgust, and disappointment 😞. I know it sucks but the right thing to do here is rise up and take control over your life.
Just imagine how your life could be if there's no porn in it. All that wasted potential that you can get hold of after you take that jump over that filthy porn swamp and getting your freedom back. But talk is cheap.
After all you only live once, so make it count.

You got this bro. Stay blessed.
 
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Escapeandnevercomeback

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Ezel said:
Stop it man. Try to get some help. Porn is not worth. I know you heard this cliche hundreds of times. And every time I relapse it just gets more and more convincing. I just came back from there, and it's still the same thing. After that first orgasm all that's left in you is feelings of shame, disgust, and disappointment 😞. I know it sucks but the right thing to do here is rise up and take control over your life.
Just imagine how your life could be if there's no porn in it. All that wasted potential that you can get hold of after you take that jump over that filthy porn swamp and getting your freedom back. But talk is cheap.
After all you only live once, so make it count.

You got this bro. Stay blessed.
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Hey man. Thanks for encouragement. You're right. When you orgasm, all the depression and regret falls on my head. I don't know, man. When urges are that strong, I don't see past that. And when I orgasm, I come back to reality and see everything. Then there comes the moment when I tell myself that I knew what I should've done. When the storm is over, it's easy to tell yourself that you knew what you had to do, man, but I almost never feel I have this opportunity when I experience hard urges. I really need to fix my life. But there has always been one thing that hold me back: My refusal to suffer. ANyway, take care man. Good luck.
 
Androg

Androg

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Escapeandnevercomeback said:
Hey man. Thanks for encouragement. You're right. When you orgasm, all the depression and regret falls on my head. I don't know, man. When urges are that strong, I don't see past that. And when I orgasm, I come back to reality and see everything. Then there comes the moment when I tell myself that I knew what I should've done. When the storm is over, it's easy to tell yourself that you knew what you had to do, man, but I almost never feel I have this opportunity when I experience hard urges. I really need to fix my life. But there has always been one thing that hold me back: My refusal to suffer. ANyway, take care man. Good luck.
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Good insight. Just remember, with addiction recovery the suffering does not go on forever. Withdrawal is a temporary phase. Good luck!
 
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