Hi all,
I'm a 44 year old Male with a wife and a son. I have found myself in a situation of my own making that has hurt people I love. I am not going to pretend that I am the good guy here. As a result of my actions, I have a very low opinion of myself. I hurt people that loved me, and now my actions have caused my life to begin a very slow process of falling apart. I start this journey with a degree of hope that comes from the fact that I know this stuff is bad for me and bad for those around me. I have that advantage over this sickness. I have no excuses. I did what I did, and I have consequences that come from it. I see myself as a bad person, and I really would like to be a good person before it's too late for me. I love my wife and my kid desperately, and if they go, I have no clue what happens to me. I need to reboot.
I'm a 44 year old Male with a wife and a son. I have found myself in a situation of my own making that has hurt people I love. I am not going to pretend that I am the good guy here. As a result of my actions, I have a very low opinion of myself. I hurt people that loved me, and now my actions have caused my life to begin a very slow process of falling apart. I start this journey with a degree of hope that comes from the fact that I know this stuff is bad for me and bad for those around me. I have that advantage over this sickness. I have no excuses. I did what I did, and I have consequences that come from it. I see myself as a bad person, and I really would like to be a good person before it's too late for me. I love my wife and my kid desperately, and if they go, I have no clue what happens to me. I need to reboot.