worth_it
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Thanks for the comment and the advice @SimonM. It's really true, and unfortunately I know that well because I just relapsed.
I'm super disappointed unsurprisingly. I wrestled the entire morning with the desire to relapse and I eventually gave in. I knew I could push through, but I just didn't. How does one let go of the lie that they can only make it so far in life without PMO? That's a consistent lie in my mind that led me to relapse this morning, and I don't know how to let go of it.
I am down, tired, and have a whole day ahead of me. Day 0 has begun. Hope is not lost though, I have gained and grown so much and seeing this much sobriety gives me a lot of excitement for my future. This is my first 2 week stretch of sobriety in almost 3 months. If I can do 14 days and push through so many different challenges, I can do that for the rest of my life. This is what it's all about, being free forever. Life is so much better when I'm not using PMO.
Gotta reset, pray, remember my hope and vision for my life, and focus in. Here we go. Let's get this, fellas.
I'm super disappointed unsurprisingly. I wrestled the entire morning with the desire to relapse and I eventually gave in. I knew I could push through, but I just didn't. How does one let go of the lie that they can only make it so far in life without PMO? That's a consistent lie in my mind that led me to relapse this morning, and I don't know how to let go of it.
I am down, tired, and have a whole day ahead of me. Day 0 has begun. Hope is not lost though, I have gained and grown so much and seeing this much sobriety gives me a lot of excitement for my future. This is my first 2 week stretch of sobriety in almost 3 months. If I can do 14 days and push through so many different challenges, I can do that for the rest of my life. This is what it's all about, being free forever. Life is so much better when I'm not using PMO.
Gotta reset, pray, remember my hope and vision for my life, and focus in. Here we go. Let's get this, fellas.