Man thank you for the encouraging words! You are right. I am not sweating about this girl. She came over and we started to make out and grind on each other. I was lowkey anxious that my dick wont work but i had it hard for a bit. We didnt fuck cuz her sister had an "emergency" and she had to leave but that was bullshit straight up. I think she just doesn't wanna make me think she is a hoe, cuz i was smooth af. There is no way she wasnt down for it. I swear, all the pmo i was doing was because i was trying to avoid the tension in my life. But since i have started to just step into the tension and not run from it, my life just got way better and entertaining. Im still a bit anxious about my dick.. i hope it will work. If not, imma just play it cool and embrace it.That’s awesome dude. And hey — even if nothing else happens with her, that evening of fun was definitely worth staying clean.