Hey man, thanks for your messages! I read your previous message 2 days ago and it made me not want to slip at allHow's it going?



Hey man, thanks for your messages! I read your previous message 2 days ago and it made me not want to slip at allHow's it going?
Glad to hear it!Hey man, thanks for your messages! I read your previous message 2 days ago and it made me not want to slip at alli didn't update yall cause i was busy to finish my project. I was still watching youtube but nothing that has soft porn in it or anything like that. Still on track with no pmo
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You are right, i started the reboot having God in mind and always falling back on him, but as soon as i let the resentment in and let it play with my head, i started to drift and demons creeped in..Stay strong, and realize that resentment is not a strong enough motivation for recovery. Hitch your wagon to a more constructive star.![]()
Yep.. that was some bullshit. I knew it was a bad thought and i should have came here and journal it... But then it just started growing more and more and i completly lost myselfGet back up on the horse and don't binge!
Also, the brain tricks us into looking at pornographic content "oh I want to look at deepfakes because I'm curious". It's just the addicted brain tricking us, porn is always a no go.
Shit happens.Yep.. that was some bullshit. I knew it was a bad thought and i should have came here and journal it... But then it just started growing more and more and i completly lost myself![]()
Thank you man!! I am with you on this!! I really hate the industry too. They use perverted sexuality to make money straight up! I am building my streak again for sure! I went 22 days last time and i know i can do better. I think i got comfortable at some point thinking that "i got this" and my guard was not up all the way anymore.. it will have to be 24/7 from now on until i get to 90 days at least!Shit happens.
But you need to get to the point where something in you snaps. You really want to have to give up porn.
I don't know about you but I've been thinking about it. There's been like 5 occasions when I've had a girl in my bed and I've chickened out of having sex because I was worried about PIED. I see how everything is out there to get us, social media, porn, everything is there to take our time, energy and life force from us for financial gain. FUCK THEM. We have to take it back. Develop a hatred for the industry. That's not an intimate partner on the screen, that's an actress getting paid so that you get showed ads on the website or pay for a subscription.
I'm not out of the woods myself, it's a fucking battle every day, but every day I start feeling better and better.
Start building up a streak again, don't give up man. You can do it. And I'm not just saying that shit, you can!
Let's go!Thank you man!! I am with you on this!! I really hate the industry too. They use perverted sexuality to make money straight up! I am building my streak again for sure! I went 22 days last time and i know i can do better. I think i got comfortable at some point thinking that "i got this" and my guard was not up all the way anymore.. it will have to be 24/7 from now on until i get to 90 days at least!![]()
Thank you for the support man!! I really appreciate it!Relax. You'll get there. Remember getting rid of porn is the most important target. You're sill on track with that.
Thank you for the support! Yeah i should be more kind to myself. I've been indeed feeling a lot of shame and was putting myself down for slipping up. Also i know that when im like a good coach to myself, everything just goes smooth and i enjoy life more. Lets do this!!Manage your self talk. Don't get down on yourself, this is just where you're at right now, it's not who you are going to be for the rest of your life, you'll figure it out, you're stronger than you think.
Be your own best friend. It's okay to feel a little bad after a relapse because that negative emotion is your motivational system telling you that you did something you don't want to do, and pushing you to grow! Feeling like trash, hating your life and apathy is no good though. Would you advise your best friend to feel like trash? No, you'd say, sure you slipped up but you're full of potential and I'm going to help you get there.
Something in you has to snap. You have to pass the threshold where you really want to quit.
You'll get there!