PMO destroyed my willpower and vitality. Journal of my journey to 90 days and beyond without this nasty shit

DmdsDmt

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DAY 1

Im going to work very hard today to reach the deadline of my project. I refuse to fall back into pmo and face life as it is, instead of trying to numb it.
Will not fall back today💪🔥
 

Androg

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DAY 1

Im going to work very hard today to reach the deadline of my project. I refuse to fall back into pmo and face life as it is, instead of trying to numb it.
Will not fall back today💪🔥
I wonder if they really expect you to finish it. Perhaps they want to see how you handle the stress of work that is literally overwhelming.
 

DmdsDmt

Active Member
DAY 5

Hey guys, just checking in with you. Im still on it. These days ive been working non stop on that project and i finally finished. Pulled a couple all nighters and ive been neglecting my health a lot. Good thing is that i stayed away prom pmo for almost 5 days and im starting to feel better mentally. Ive been so busy with working that i totally forgot about any urges what so ever. Today i was tempted a bit caus ei had a boner but i eas very much in control and kne it wasnt worth it so i let it go imediately. It was like it didn't have a pull on me like before cause ive been having all ky focus on my project which turned out pretty good. Now im waiting for the company's decision to know if im in for an interview or not. If i get this job, it would lift a crazy burden from my shoulder and my life would change.
 
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