my journey, 25, male, PMO since ~11, 100% ED, done with this shit forever, it did enough harm

[Androg]

It'll pass. This article summarizes a lot of recovery stories by guys facing your challenge: https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/boo...-erectile-dysfunction-is-taking-way-too-long/

They tried various different things.

 

[swimmer97]

Day 122

I dont miss porn and masturbation at all. Useless, bad, damaging habit. Quitting both made life only better. Its that simple.

It'll pass. This article summarizes a lot of recovery stories by guys facing your challenge: https://www.yourbrainonporn.com/boo...-erectile-dysfunction-is-taking-way-too-long/

They tried various different things.

Thx androg. appreciate it. Many stories align really well with me. This helps.

 

[swimmer97]

Day 123

I can only encourage everyone that is starting and is in his first 1-2 months to stay strong. It gets easier with time and you get used to not PMOing anymore.

 

[Blondie]

 

[swimmer97]

Day 124

Went to a McDonalds here in my town on Sunday. Directly next to it is a giant sex shop which is totally fine but for some reason it needs to be flooded with soft porn pictures on every free wall of the building. wtf is this shit. i mean i am very liberal and i dont want to ban anything but literally children are seeing this daily. It is insane how sexual our world is.

I ignored this uncouncious trigger and moved on.

 

[tay97]

Day 124

Went to a McDonalds here in my town on Sunday. Directly next to it is a giant sex shop which is totally fine but for some reason it needs to be flooded with soft porn pictures on every free wall of the building. wtf is this shit. i mean i am very liberal and i dont want to ban anything but literally children are seeing this daily. It is insane how sexual our world is.

I ignored this uncouncious trigger and moved on.

Dude. For real. But I kinda understand because it's a sex shop. These poster ads in my town in german though. Full of half naked women posing in lingerie. Why is it allowed in public places like this? Whatever, we are strong men.

 

[swimmer97]

Day 125

nearly had a wet dream tonight that went into the direction of my porn induced fetish. i was able to wake up 1 second before climax.

I am so deeply rejecting my p induced fetish to a point where i am able to wake up in the middle of the dream.

what have i rut there into my brain?? jesus.

its truly like a demon inside me. it got weaker by a lot but it sometimes haunts me in my wet dreams.

Porn should be very strictly regulated and forbidden for anyone before the age of 18 and before real experiences have been made. This shit literally forms your brain in the wrong way... Lets keep movin

 

[tay97]

We are awake now.

 

[Androg]

Just think of weird dreams as mental house cleaning, and don't try to analyze them.

 

[swimmer97]

Day 126

Want to share a very nice tail that YBOP shared today on twitter:

"Hell is the place where the person you are meets the person you could have been."

Stop fantasizing your life with the perfect coulda/shoulda/wouldas. Its waste of your time/energy and happiness. Porn is an extreme form of this fantasy. The perfect and final form of a delusion.

 

[swimmer97]

Day 128 no PMO

 

[swimmer97]

Day 129 not milking the cow

(all time streak record was 136days back when i startet the journey)

 

[swimmer97]

Day 130 no PMO

 

[swimmer97]

Day 131

There is no looking back. Only forward towards the light.

 

[swimmer97]

Day 132

Woke up with a strong natural morning erection. Feels so great

 

[swimmer97]

Day 133

Exactly one year ago on 15.06.2022 i first found out about YBOP, Rebootnation and my PIED. Since then my life has changed to the better by a ton.

Need to give credit to those websites. They truly make the world a little bit better.

Lets keep going

 

[Blondie]

Fucking hero. And you're a different man than you were back then as well, as we all are.

Glad you're here brother.

 

[swimmer97]

Day 134 no PMO

 

[swimmer97]

Day 135 no fap

 

[swimmer97]

Day 136