The girl is coming back to life boys
I’ve had an awesome week getting back into work, gym and yoga. Had a session with my Counsellor, she said to me ‘you’re a survivor Beth, it takes strong people to overcome betrayal’, she’s proud of all the work I’ve put in over the last few months and prioritising my self care.
Today I went to a spiritual festival by myself, there was yoga, dancing, workshops, music, sun…… and more beautiful men than I’ve ever seen in one place…. felt like I was in some sort of utopia
When I was leaving an older couple had accidentally driven their car into a ditch, so me and 4 dudes pushed it out for them….. these thighs were made for this exact scenario
On the way home I stopped at a bay/beach I’ve never been to before, no togs, no towel, so stripped down to my lacy underwear and swam in the ocean….. it was so good…. forgot what a kickarse bitch I am when I want to be…..
I’ve set myself some goals for the year, the first one is to put some of this new found energy and motivation back into my business, as it’s been a bit neglected recently. The other one is to start weight training again, so I’m in the process of finding a Personal Trainer, that can design me a program to help me shred, and hopefully enjoys Boxing, so I can spar with him.
Just feel like I’m living my best life at the moment and looking forward to what’s to come.
for check in fella, as you can see I’m doing great and relishing in finding myself again
I haven’t felt like this since I was 25….. that’s 1/2 a lifetime ago
Don’t let porn or age or time, hold you back boys, get out there and enjoy what life has to offer.
Thank you all for giving me an outlet to express my feelings, and hopefully you’ve all felt my compassion and empathy towards what a battle & beast this addiction is!
Peace, love & light xx