After 2 years of trying.

tam

New Member
I'm dull af, and I'm 17 years now. I have started fapping to porn since i was 12 years old. Since then I've never felt the same, i was a happy child with big dreams for the future. Now after 5 years of masterbating to porn, i feel anxious, lonely though I'm not alone, constantly depressed, lack of energy to do the smallest daily tasks, furious, and lack of good communication skills. So, i started trying to reboot for over 2years and still failing, my highest score is 23days, but now only about 2-3days maximum, I've tried over one hundred ways and still failing. I tried exercising, reading, scheduled plans over the days, running working and still failing. Deleted all social media accounts, stopped using the phone and still failing. I really need help if anyone could help. In addition, i was the top student in my class, these two years my grades decreased so much than before.
 

Escapeandnevercomeback

Respected Member
I'm dull af, and I'm 17 years now. I have started fapping to porn since i was 12 years old. Since then I've never felt the same, i was a happy child with big dreams for the future. Now after 5 years of masterbating to porn, i feel anxious, lonely though I'm not alone, constantly depressed, lack of energy to do the smallest daily tasks, furious, and lack of good communication skills. So, i started trying to reboot for over 2years and still failing, my highest score is 23days, but now only about 2-3days maximum, I've tried over one hundred ways and still failing. I tried exercising, reading, scheduled plans over the days, running working and still failing. Deleted all social media accounts, stopped using the phone and still failing. I really need help if anyone could help. In addition, i was the top student in my class, these two years my grades decreased so much than before.
This sounds just like me when I was your age. The exact same thing. Now I'm almost 32, 15 years later I'm still battling it. Escape now, as soon as possible, before this kills your life.

Start with this thread:


It will make you understand the problem better. So far it's made all the difference for me in getting longer streaks.
 
Know what it feels bro. The important thing here is to keep trying harder every time and never giving up. Be compassive with yourself and take every relapse as an opportunity to know what triggers you. I've found out that even the tiniest of the things can get you triggered. As part of my journey i've subscribed to some youtube channels that talk about the topic and more, here are the ones that i found more inspiring:
- Pinnacle of Man
- Captain Sinbad
- Dr Trish Leigh
- Rob Mulder
Keep going on my friend this will only beat us if we give up trying.
 

TryingHarder

Active Member
I'll give the same advice that I do for all teens and 20-somethings: it's very important that you stop the addiction now while you're still young. Otherwise, it's going to get worse and be a negative thing in your life for a long time. Read the other posts on this forum, learn all you can about porn addiction, and do what it takes to get porn out of your life.
 
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