day 11X p-mode
Well, sending SMS messages to people with my smartphone is illegal without their consent. So, I was thinking of quitting my quest to communicate with people who have infections.
Also, a family member is in the hospital. I have to visit him nearly daily. If he dies then my whole life will change, at least when considering finances, security, and shelter. He wasn't really around for most of my life, so I don't really have much of an emotional connection with him. He is also antiChristian and quite vain.
But maybe I can still try to outreach to people who are infected. I can't send mass SMS messages, but I could legally dial each phone number on my list manually. I'd be reaching 60 people per hour, at best. Half of those phone numbers might not even be in service. Or half of those recipients will be angry that I called them or interrupted their day. And yes, people have expressed racism towards me by phone before so I can expect to get racially harassed or threatened too. I doubt I will reach anyone who has an infection as much as reach anyone who will harass me or misinform me about STIs.
During my phone "campaign," I could offer to pay for STI medication but (1) that could cost a lot of money and (2) the recipient must prove their infection status to me. I could probably deal with (1) if I earned more money but (2) might not be too easy. Althought maybe (2) might be easier if I actually go with the recipient to the hospital and witness the purchase of medication, since STI medication very likely requires a doctor's prescription.
If my outreach fails via telecommunications, then I could try communicating the outreach on foot. I could distribute small flyers or cards. My skin color might detract people from the flyers though. People might also assume that I have an STI and try to hurt me. However, I could word my flyers or cards in such a way where most recipients won't assume that I am associated with the flyers or cards. There are many ways that I can do this. I could also word my flyers or cards in such a way where most recipients won't realize the STI topic unless they read very carefully. I can also distribute flyers and cards in random areas of my city, making sure to not visit the same area twice lest I have a second encounter with anyone who has learned the nature of the flyers and thus might try to hurt me. To reduce the chance of a second encounter, I can also distribute flyers during a random hour of the day.
To further reduce the chance of being hurt while distributing flyers or cards, I can distribute to women, disabled people, people with eyeglasses, and elderly people. They might be less likely to directly hurt me. I could also distribute flyers to anyone near security cameras because they may be less likely to hurt me under camera surveillance. I can also distribute to lone persons instead of a person in or near a group, as any group can greatly hurt me.
This plan will have at least transportation costs. I may also need to pay a bit for flyers or cards. This plan will also require time.
I think my distribution of flyers and cards are protected under Freedom of Press.
I may temporarily suspend all communication plans until my family member recovers and leaves the hospital. These plans require money, and my finances might change drastically depending on the health of that family member. If anything, I should be focusing on money-making plans instead of not-for-profit plans.
Honestly, many people may avoid me or shun me while I distribute flyers. The avoidance and shunning might feel as bad as being rejected or blocked when flirting online. But there's a good difference between the two hobbies. One hobby is motivated by lust, is against rules, and usually involves communicating with female predators or on the internet. The other hobby involves learning about the dangers of sex and supporting people who have severe infections. Which hobby is safer? Which hobby would I feel less guilty about?
