Galatians51
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Day 100
Thankful to have made it this far. Excited for the days ahead being porn free.
Thankful to have made it this far. Excited for the days ahead being porn free.
Enough is enough
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Blondie
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mate. Good job. Keep looking forwards not backwards.
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Day 102
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day 103
MO day 1
I am going to put a focused effort on no more MO. I have MO'd 4 or 5 times over the last 103 days and up until yesterday I had done so without fantasizing. Yesterday I woke up with some old porn images in my mind - not sure why them came, but they did, and then I mo'd with them in my mind... and it felt just as if I had actually PMO'd again, which was strange, shameful and frustrating all at the same time. I have had no problem avoiding porn during this reboot, and even after yesterday's experience I'm more resolute than ever to avoid it. It was like a reminder of how bad I feel after watching porn, so for that - i'm somewhat thankful because I think the longer I go without porn the easier it is to forget how horrible it makes me feel and this was a sharp reminder.
With all that being said, I'm going to quit MO as well as PMO (hence the day 1 tracker).
MO day 1
I am going to put a focused effort on no more MO. I have MO'd 4 or 5 times over the last 103 days and up until yesterday I had done so without fantasizing. Yesterday I woke up with some old porn images in my mind - not sure why them came, but they did, and then I mo'd with them in my mind... and it felt just as if I had actually PMO'd again, which was strange, shameful and frustrating all at the same time. I have had no problem avoiding porn during this reboot, and even after yesterday's experience I'm more resolute than ever to avoid it. It was like a reminder of how bad I feel after watching porn, so for that - i'm somewhat thankful because I think the longer I go without porn the easier it is to forget how horrible it makes me feel and this was a sharp reminder.
With all that being said, I'm going to quit MO as well as PMO (hence the day 1 tracker).
Galatians51
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thanks man, hopefully some of the stuff @Ezel has been writing about comes true, and if it doesn't - I think i'll still be better off for it
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no pmo day 104
No mo day 2
No mo day 2
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day 105 no pmo - week 15
day 3 no mo
another week porn free - feeling great
day 3 no mo
another week porn free - feeling great
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Day 106 no pmo
Day 4 no mo
Day 4 no mo
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Day 107 no pmo
Day 5 no mo
Day 5 no mo
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Day 108 no pmo
Day 6 no mo
Day 6 no mo
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Day 109 no pmo
Day 7 no mo
Day 7 no mo
Blondie
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At a week out, how's that no MO going for you @Galatians51
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Galatians51
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I haven’t felt any surges of manliness or noticeable changes, but overall I just feel better about myself, and life. I like the quest I’m on with this.
Thanks for asking
Blondie
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I think that's the most "manly" feeling of all @Galatians51, just having self respect. It's doesn't get any better than that.
Best brother