TimeToStop
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Tonight I just had enough. Just watched oorn again and I feel the same thing every time. I just hate myself. It has ruined enough relationships.
I have watched porn since I was a teenager and I have had some longer breaks. But I always keep coming back. But this time I will do this journal and I hope it will help.
Every time I promise myself that I will stop. But it usually takes less than a week before I am back where I started.
I have had so many awkward nights with girls where I can't complete an intercourse because my brain is hard wired to porn. The only thing that makes me orgasm is watching porn. So many girls have wondered, why can't you ejaculate. And I always say that it is just the way I am. But in all honesty I don't even enjoy sex that much. Because of porn. I get bored of sex within minutes and usually think more about staying hard, than enjoying it. I am now over 40 and still the same problem. So, this is it. I will now stop watching porn all together. And I hope this journal will help me.
Reading everyone's stories helps a lot. It's nice to know it's not just me. Which I thought for many years. My new life starts now.
I have watched porn since I was a teenager and I have had some longer breaks. But I always keep coming back. But this time I will do this journal and I hope it will help.
Every time I promise myself that I will stop. But it usually takes less than a week before I am back where I started.
I have had so many awkward nights with girls where I can't complete an intercourse because my brain is hard wired to porn. The only thing that makes me orgasm is watching porn. So many girls have wondered, why can't you ejaculate. And I always say that it is just the way I am. But in all honesty I don't even enjoy sex that much. Because of porn. I get bored of sex within minutes and usually think more about staying hard, than enjoying it. I am now over 40 and still the same problem. So, this is it. I will now stop watching porn all together. And I hope this journal will help me.
Reading everyone's stories helps a lot. It's nice to know it's not just me. Which I thought for many years. My new life starts now.