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[RichardMaxwell]

Day 7 and 8: I lost again. To elaborate on what happened yesterday, Two online friends of mine have essentially been cancelled, for reasons I don’t want to get into. I was upset and said harsh words, so I had made matters worse?and…before I came to this website reliving myself was a form of reducing stress for me. And with the fact that both of them I would never be able to talk to, got me very stressed.
If there was ever a rewind button I would push it now.

Pick your head up king. Fuck the rewind button, that is never gonna an option. The only option is to get back up, stronger than ever, dust the dirt off, and keep running. It isn’t a “bad habit” that’s at stake, it isn’t your happiness, but your soul. Everyday spent wasting away is another day your soul grows more dull. Fight for your life because it depends on it. You’re stronger than you’d ever think.