STST
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I started masturbating and watching porn in 2011. I was 21 and had just recently lost my virginity.
I first discovered the nofap movement about three years ago, I learned that masturbating was actually harming me more than it was serving me, as i started jacking off twice and sometimes infinity times a day.
for the first time in 2022, I've managed to stay away from porn and masturbating for this long, it's my 9th day now.
I must admit, It does get challenging, two days ago I woke up and my hand was jacking me off (muscle memory I guess).
I realised what was happening, and quickly stopped myself.
I've reached a point where I have realized that I can't stay on this journey by myself, I don't know who to tell, it feels embarrassing. telling my friends about the struggle that I am facing.
On the positive side, I feel much more confident, and I don't have that guilt when I am in public, that feeling that I used to get, thinking maybe people can smell that I just rubbed one off.
Oh well, I'll post again soon, to update this journal entry.
I first discovered the nofap movement about three years ago, I learned that masturbating was actually harming me more than it was serving me, as i started jacking off twice and sometimes infinity times a day.
for the first time in 2022, I've managed to stay away from porn and masturbating for this long, it's my 9th day now.
I must admit, It does get challenging, two days ago I woke up and my hand was jacking me off (muscle memory I guess).
I realised what was happening, and quickly stopped myself.
I've reached a point where I have realized that I can't stay on this journey by myself, I don't know who to tell, it feels embarrassing. telling my friends about the struggle that I am facing.
On the positive side, I feel much more confident, and I don't have that guilt when I am in public, that feeling that I used to get, thinking maybe people can smell that I just rubbed one off.
Oh well, I'll post again soon, to update this journal entry.