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Day 5

Feeling awesome, got a day off today, yesterday was a true test, I was alone, and got bored, but not once did I have urges, played poker for a long time.

The main focus for today is to start a second Hobby.

I usually go out on weekends but declined invitations to party today.
I also resisted getting a beer (because it's never just one beer for me).

I see Alcohol, cigarettes, Porn and masturbation as a disease now, not something that gives pleasure but actual pain and suffering.
 
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Day 7

Went out to party, I did not want to go out but my friend came through to visit.
Noticed that I desire women more now, but I need to work on my game.

feeling awesome!
 
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I'm calling girls like crazy, my balls feel full damn, I need to smash soon.

Masturbation is not an option!
 
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Day 8

I'm losing my mind lol, I don't even remember the last time I felt like this, woke up with heavy morning wood.
It's payday today and If I can't organise a chick to come through I'm seriously considering going to a brothel 😅 .
 
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Day 9

So glad I didn't go to a brothel, and I don't feel as charged up as I was before.
I must say though, the poker is really helping. I lose more than I win though so there's no chance in hell I'll poker for money online :ROFLMAO:
 
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Day 10

It's crazy how you fix one problem and another rears its head.
I need to nip this alcohol dependency in the bud.

I really have no desire for porn anymore, even when drunk. so the brain has changed I guess (i hope).
 
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Day 11

Got super horny again, opened up Tinder and boom, got a match. she is supposed to be coming today after work.
but knowing girls and people in general, they can get flakey.
 
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I knew she was flakey, it was too good to be true anyways, she blocked me right after asking me if she should shave or not.
oh well, got a date tomorrow so I'll be good.
 
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Day 15

I hate alky with my whole heart now.
That was the worst withdrawal symptoms I've ever gone through my whole life.
 
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Day 0

A girl I had lost touch with two years ago because of my Whatsapp update found me on Instagram, creating a whole host of emotions I couldn't control.

What could I have done differently? I could've taken a walk once I realised what was happening.

here we go again.
 
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Day 1

I had this strong urge to watch P and then M and O, so I decided to do what? yes, you guessed, to just get a 6 pack of beer downstairs.

The lady was like, why don't you get 12 because you'll come back here for more anyway?!
I was like might as well get 18 then.

While I was drinking... alone... at home (I have work today so I had to stay home).

It dawned on me that I always look at car shows on Youtube, and there aren't any Car shows in China (well, none that I know of).

I pretty much know everybody in Beijing or everybody knows me (Foreigners), so logistically speaking, it wouldn't be that hard to start one, I called three people and got their full support.

Why not start a non-profit organization (I thought to myself) dedicated to hosting car-related events in Beijing since there's none?! (or none that I've heard of).

So yeah. Just like that, the feeling to watch P and M and O disappeared just like that.

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