There are so many questions I have. How can you be with someone and not see them and not be with someone and "see" them? How can you touch someone and pretend that you are touching someone else? Isn`t it my body that you feel? How can you not feel me!? How can you not see me when I am the one that is right in front of you? How can you replace your wife physically when you`re having sex with her? Aren`t you just turning her into a living, breathing sex doll? Other than being a maid, landscaper, childcare, taxi, laundress and chef what was the purpose of the wife? Why was I kept around? It`s pretty obviouse now that I was nothing more than a convenience for him. I was a toy that was put on a shelf to be taken down and played with when he wanted and then put back to collect dust until the next time.