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Day 51
I made it to 51 days without PMO sometimes I can’t believe it . I was soo addicted to this thing that I almost knew every porn star you can think off of the last decade but today I am 51 days clean and it feels good . Sex with the girlfriend is getting better and better , no longer have PIED or anxiety issues . If you’re reading this I hope this is enough motivation to start your own journey
I made it to 51 days without PMO sometimes I can’t believe it . I was soo addicted to this thing that I almost knew every porn star you can think off of the last decade but today I am 51 days clean and it feels good . Sex with the girlfriend is getting better and better , no longer have PIED or anxiety issues . If you’re reading this I hope this is enough motivation to start your own journey
creativenothing
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I'm encouraged and motivated by this! Thank you.
Keep going . Someday are going to be very hard
DAY 58
nothing significant in the last few days expect random horniness. I think I am at a stage now that nothing I see even triggers me to go and look for porn and I see a barrage of sensitive photos on IG and twitter but as soon as they hit my screen I close em and keep it moving , it’s been nothing but sheer willpower so far and I realize you don’t know how much of it you posses until you’re determined. Anyways unto day 60 .
nothing significant in the last few days expect random horniness. I think I am at a stage now that nothing I see even triggers me to go and look for porn and I see a barrage of sensitive photos on IG and twitter but as soon as they hit my screen I close em and keep it moving , it’s been nothing but sheer willpower so far and I realize you don’t know how much of it you posses until you’re determined. Anyways unto day 60 .
Hey man,
I love your story and going to check on your thread daily for inspiration. I wanted to know more about your PIED experience. I currently have PIED and I haven't able to get an erection when I am with any girl. I started feeling a lot stronger and getting stronger woods when I am with my girl now (day 15 withtout PMO) but I am not sure if I should try having sex now and see how it feels etc... any tips or advice would be valuable. (please also read my thread for back story thanks!)
- really happy to see your journey! keep that shit going!
Hey man first of all it’s best to acknowledge that everyone’s path is different, everyone’s brain is wired in a different way , I may have been addicted to PMO for years but never ventured off into some wild things people did that I’ve read up on. So maybe that helped my brain I don’t know .
2ndly anxiety is very much part of this journey and especially after the first few PEID it fucks with your brain and Ego but here’s one thing that I know , 15days may be too soon and trust me after the first PIED I tried hard to go back into it after a week or there about and failed again . Do not be in a hurry like I found out the hard way , pace yourself and take it day after day , I would say gun for day 30 or 25 and remember that even if you fail you need to give your Brain enough time to get your Dopamine levels back to normal . Also when and if you eventually get back into try to keep a clear head and think about nothing else in the moment, I also found out that kicked my ass in the beginning with anxiety. Happy to help more in the future as we journey together
Okay! thank you for the response man, I will see how life unfolds for me too hah
have a blessed day!
Day 71
it’s been a week since I journaled in , I’ve been soo busy with life and almost exhausted at the end of each day , I’m working and also studying at the moment so managing the two has been hard . The last few days the urges to watch porn still persist and I think I am mistaken to think this will suddenly disappear, I mean this was lifestyles for 15 years and ain’t no way it’ll go away in just 2 months . Anyways I’m not going to give in as usual and I’m steadfast . I found out that I still have little anxiety here and there but haven’t failed at anything yet . I’ll keep going
it’s been a week since I journaled in , I’ve been soo busy with life and almost exhausted at the end of each day , I’m working and also studying at the moment so managing the two has been hard . The last few days the urges to watch porn still persist and I think I am mistaken to think this will suddenly disappear, I mean this was lifestyles for 15 years and ain’t no way it’ll go away in just 2 months . Anyways I’m not going to give in as usual and I’m steadfast . I found out that I still have little anxiety here and there but haven’t failed at anything yet . I’ll keep going
Day 77
Today my brain nearly betrayed me , and as I type this it’s an ongoing battle. I am so horny and have erections so much that my nuts hurt a little bit and feel discomfort . I haven’t won this battle yet but I know I’m never going to give in. 77 days and I still have this urge to touch myself , I don’t know so much about the porn own but at this moment I just want to fuck soo bad but I don’t want to pleasure myself because this will definitely lead to a rabbit hole . Day 77 do I want to fuck ? Yes sooo bad ?? Do I want to watch porn??? No not really, my brain isn’t craving it, have I seen provocative photos sent to me that has heightened my desire to fuck? Yes and it’s what is triggering me at the moment with my imaginations running wild . I will be strong and wait for the real thing
Today my brain nearly betrayed me , and as I type this it’s an ongoing battle. I am so horny and have erections so much that my nuts hurt a little bit and feel discomfort . I haven’t won this battle yet but I know I’m never going to give in. 77 days and I still have this urge to touch myself , I don’t know so much about the porn own but at this moment I just want to fuck soo bad but I don’t want to pleasure myself because this will definitely lead to a rabbit hole . Day 77 do I want to fuck ? Yes sooo bad ?? Do I want to watch porn??? No not really, my brain isn’t craving it, have I seen provocative photos sent to me that has heightened my desire to fuck? Yes and it’s what is triggering me at the moment with my imaginations running wild . I will be strong and wait for the real thing
Never felt anything like it , it was like my brain , my nuts were all fighting me . Thankfully I moved past it
Day 80
Day 77, 78 was a huge huge struggle and thankfully I didn’t fall for the trap of pornography and MO . Luckily for me I had a great time with my girlfriend on Saturday night and it was good. One thing I have noticed since I started this journey few months ago is that I actually reach orgasm way quicker than I would I like , could be that the semen retention is the reason because it’s built up a large large amount and the first one off is usually in the range or 3-5mins , in the past when I was into PMO I could go 10mins and upwards without issue but now the time frame has shortened but also the refractory period is shorter now than before , I guess everything does have its cons and pros. This journey hasn’t been easy and I made it to day 80. Have no PEID , anxiety exists but Albeit a little bit , I guess the very first experience of PEID shook me to my core . I will keep fighting because I now realize after the last few days that this journey isn’t over in the slightest and I will not creep back into the hole of PMO.
Day 77, 78 was a huge huge struggle and thankfully I didn’t fall for the trap of pornography and MO . Luckily for me I had a great time with my girlfriend on Saturday night and it was good. One thing I have noticed since I started this journey few months ago is that I actually reach orgasm way quicker than I would I like , could be that the semen retention is the reason because it’s built up a large large amount and the first one off is usually in the range or 3-5mins , in the past when I was into PMO I could go 10mins and upwards without issue but now the time frame has shortened but also the refractory period is shorter now than before , I guess everything does have its cons and pros. This journey hasn’t been easy and I made it to day 80. Have no PEID , anxiety exists but Albeit a little bit , I guess the very first experience of PEID shook me to my core . I will keep fighting because I now realize after the last few days that this journey isn’t over in the slightest and I will not creep back into the hole of PMO.
DAY 90
Made it to 90 days. Body feels good , urges returned yesterday through today and I mean urges for sex not to look for porn . My balls feel a little discomfort when this happens I’ve noticed almost like blue balls . I guess the last 15 years it got used to regular ejaculation and the last 3months it’s barely seen more than 8 ejaculations . It literally feels very heavy like I need to get on off to feel lighter . I don’t know if it’s another trick it’s playing to get me to MO . Anyways day 90 I don’t have intentions of going back to porn consummation but I do have intentions of MO’n at least once a week because the sexual frustrations are a receipe for disaster and I’ve read up also on all the effects of non ejaculation from men as regards to testicular cancer later on In life , maybe when I get to day 130. Until then this streak is what is keeping me going and remembering that I would break it and start all over again is enough motivation to keep going
Made it to 90 days. Body feels good , urges returned yesterday through today and I mean urges for sex not to look for porn . My balls feel a little discomfort when this happens I’ve noticed almost like blue balls . I guess the last 15 years it got used to regular ejaculation and the last 3months it’s barely seen more than 8 ejaculations . It literally feels very heavy like I need to get on off to feel lighter . I don’t know if it’s another trick it’s playing to get me to MO . Anyways day 90 I don’t have intentions of going back to porn consummation but I do have intentions of MO’n at least once a week because the sexual frustrations are a receipe for disaster and I’ve read up also on all the effects of non ejaculation from men as regards to testicular cancer later on In life , maybe when I get to day 130. Until then this streak is what is keeping me going and remembering that I would break it and start all over again is enough motivation to keep going
I would appreciate any pointers on more info on that