I want to share about my story of recovering from PIED, most lickely I'm close to get cured. So I'm almost 27 y.o, well built physically, but shy and not kind of alfa.
I almost haven't any contact with girls, since 18 y.o. When I was 16 I kissed girl for a first time and we hugged, I thought my dick will make a hole in my pants. Next time I experienced such feeling at 22. When I turned 21 I still didn't have any experience in sex, had morning wood, when I saw a pretty girl on a street I had a storm in my pants almost instantly. So I decided to solve it and have gone to prostitute, I had a sex but I finished in 1 minute more less. After that did one of the biggest mistakes in my life. I wanted to go to some other prostitute soon, but I didn't want to waste a money finishing quickly and I discovered that if I'm mastrubating with porn I can do it longer. I started to mastrubate with porn almost every day since 2017 and one day I noticed that I can't get erection without porn and could mastrubate around 30 minutes to finish. And do you know what I thought, great so with real girl I would have a sex even 1 hour, how stupid I have been. Next my close contact with girl was in 2018 at sea resort. We were lying on a beach in the evening, kissing and hugging and it was that moment I felt the same when I was a teenager as I told above and I had wild desire to have a sex with that girl. And I still was watching a porn and mastrubating. Getting closer to 2019 I noticed that I don't remember when I had a morning wood last time. Now I have it few times a month.
When I had a 2019 new year party there was my following contact with other girl. We were lying on a couch kissing, friends were sitting near us and I offered to go to separate room. As you can understand nothing happened, I had so weak erection that couldn't put my dick to her, it was a shock for me. Then 2 month after this I have gone to club and meet there some random girl, we have gone to her flat and I failed again. I couldn't get aroused and couldn't enter her, couldn't even put a condom. Then I started to read about ED in internet what is happening with me and discovered the term PEID, I've read plenty of articles about it and decided to change my life. I stopped to watch porn completely, quit smocking as well and quit mastrubating. After it i watched porn, but just to see what should I do because there were few opportunities to have a sex but in the end I didn't meet with those girls. First year I didn't mastrubate at all and had wet dreams, then started to MO once or twice a month. I started to meet with girls from dating apps, I had maybe 6 different girls 2019 - 2022 but it was just coffee and speaking nothing more. But I noticed that something started to happen with me during speaking with them, I was kind of involved them and the dick was getting up a bit. In a beginning of 2020 I tried to have a sex with one girl, she did me blow job about 15 minutes my dick was hard maybe for 50%, but I couldn´t get aroused I guess I could watch a football match and she could continue to do it, then we tried a sex but I failed. In 2021 another attempt to have a sex with girl from dating app on first date and fail, couldn’t get erection and couldn’t get aroused.
In October this year I had few dates with one girl and we met 2 times and third time we were in a 1 day trip and when we were traveling in bus it was already dark inside we started to kiss and hug. I couldn't get aroused there was like a wall in my head that was blocking me to reach this feeling. Next weekend we have gone to a cinema and again kissing and hugging, but this time I felt that my dick is getting hard but after few seconds again weak and it was changing. Next weekend we met in her flat to watch a film, and I tried to have sex with her and failed. I could get my dick hard maybe for 50% and it was changing form hard to weak, she mastrubated me just few seconds and I finished, then after some time we tried again, erection was weak but I've put a condom and when tried to enter her after few touches I finished. We spoke about it and she supported me, I said that I was nervous and she was really nice with me.
And here starts the healing story. I was thinking all the weekend about it, reading a reboot stories and one thing came to my mind. All success stories were about trying to have sex with a partner with many fails, both with and without ED drugs, but the crucial thing with real partner. Then I thought that if I'll do a lot of attempts with real partner I will just set my brain to deal with reality instead of picture on a screen. But having sex is quite difficult and hugs and kisses not enought. It´s like a preparing for bench press you can´t skip a part from 30kg to 100kg. So I decided to visit massage salon and took a body to body massage. It was usual girl, nothing special, the session lasted 1 hour. She started to do massage and again I couldn´t get aroused, I was scared, dick became small as little finger. 20 minutes passed and nothing changed, but when she sat on me and started to move on my body making a massage the things started to happen. Step by step the wall that was blocking me in my mind started to tumble, dick was gettig more and more hard. I would say 70-80% of how it has to be and after few minutes I had a wild desire to grab her and fuck, unfortunatelly it was not allowed and she finished me by hand. From that moment passed maybe 5 minutes, we're laying and she was stroking my chest and moving to a dick and I got hard erection again and wanted to have sex with her right now. She was even surprised and said "You have power again after such small break ?".
When I left this salon I was happy as never before, I wanted to jump to the sky because of happiness. I'm going to visit another massage salon next Friday and visit a doctor to discuss all what has happened with me and consult how to deal with my girl and start to have sex with her. I think it's a beginning of my healing process. I passed a way from anxiety and PEID to being able get hard and solid erection. I hope my story wil motivate you.
I almost haven't any contact with girls, since 18 y.o. When I was 16 I kissed girl for a first time and we hugged, I thought my dick will make a hole in my pants. Next time I experienced such feeling at 22. When I turned 21 I still didn't have any experience in sex, had morning wood, when I saw a pretty girl on a street I had a storm in my pants almost instantly. So I decided to solve it and have gone to prostitute, I had a sex but I finished in 1 minute more less. After that did one of the biggest mistakes in my life. I wanted to go to some other prostitute soon, but I didn't want to waste a money finishing quickly and I discovered that if I'm mastrubating with porn I can do it longer. I started to mastrubate with porn almost every day since 2017 and one day I noticed that I can't get erection without porn and could mastrubate around 30 minutes to finish. And do you know what I thought, great so with real girl I would have a sex even 1 hour, how stupid I have been. Next my close contact with girl was in 2018 at sea resort. We were lying on a beach in the evening, kissing and hugging and it was that moment I felt the same when I was a teenager as I told above and I had wild desire to have a sex with that girl. And I still was watching a porn and mastrubating. Getting closer to 2019 I noticed that I don't remember when I had a morning wood last time. Now I have it few times a month.
When I had a 2019 new year party there was my following contact with other girl. We were lying on a couch kissing, friends were sitting near us and I offered to go to separate room. As you can understand nothing happened, I had so weak erection that couldn't put my dick to her, it was a shock for me. Then 2 month after this I have gone to club and meet there some random girl, we have gone to her flat and I failed again. I couldn't get aroused and couldn't enter her, couldn't even put a condom. Then I started to read about ED in internet what is happening with me and discovered the term PEID, I've read plenty of articles about it and decided to change my life. I stopped to watch porn completely, quit smocking as well and quit mastrubating. After it i watched porn, but just to see what should I do because there were few opportunities to have a sex but in the end I didn't meet with those girls. First year I didn't mastrubate at all and had wet dreams, then started to MO once or twice a month. I started to meet with girls from dating apps, I had maybe 6 different girls 2019 - 2022 but it was just coffee and speaking nothing more. But I noticed that something started to happen with me during speaking with them, I was kind of involved them and the dick was getting up a bit. In a beginning of 2020 I tried to have a sex with one girl, she did me blow job about 15 minutes my dick was hard maybe for 50%, but I couldn´t get aroused I guess I could watch a football match and she could continue to do it, then we tried a sex but I failed. In 2021 another attempt to have a sex with girl from dating app on first date and fail, couldn’t get erection and couldn’t get aroused.
In October this year I had few dates with one girl and we met 2 times and third time we were in a 1 day trip and when we were traveling in bus it was already dark inside we started to kiss and hug. I couldn't get aroused there was like a wall in my head that was blocking me to reach this feeling. Next weekend we have gone to a cinema and again kissing and hugging, but this time I felt that my dick is getting hard but after few seconds again weak and it was changing. Next weekend we met in her flat to watch a film, and I tried to have sex with her and failed. I could get my dick hard maybe for 50% and it was changing form hard to weak, she mastrubated me just few seconds and I finished, then after some time we tried again, erection was weak but I've put a condom and when tried to enter her after few touches I finished. We spoke about it and she supported me, I said that I was nervous and she was really nice with me.
And here starts the healing story. I was thinking all the weekend about it, reading a reboot stories and one thing came to my mind. All success stories were about trying to have sex with a partner with many fails, both with and without ED drugs, but the crucial thing with real partner. Then I thought that if I'll do a lot of attempts with real partner I will just set my brain to deal with reality instead of picture on a screen. But having sex is quite difficult and hugs and kisses not enought. It´s like a preparing for bench press you can´t skip a part from 30kg to 100kg. So I decided to visit massage salon and took a body to body massage. It was usual girl, nothing special, the session lasted 1 hour. She started to do massage and again I couldn´t get aroused, I was scared, dick became small as little finger. 20 minutes passed and nothing changed, but when she sat on me and started to move on my body making a massage the things started to happen. Step by step the wall that was blocking me in my mind started to tumble, dick was gettig more and more hard. I would say 70-80% of how it has to be and after few minutes I had a wild desire to grab her and fuck, unfortunatelly it was not allowed and she finished me by hand. From that moment passed maybe 5 minutes, we're laying and she was stroking my chest and moving to a dick and I got hard erection again and wanted to have sex with her right now. She was even surprised and said "You have power again after such small break ?".
When I left this salon I was happy as never before, I wanted to jump to the sky because of happiness. I'm going to visit another massage salon next Friday and visit a doctor to discuss all what has happened with me and consult how to deal with my girl and start to have sex with her. I think it's a beginning of my healing process. I passed a way from anxiety and PEID to being able get hard and solid erection. I hope my story wil motivate you.
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