Hey all, I'm 7 days in with no PM or PM induced O, and I've been noticing a few nice changes. I've been addicted to internet porn for years, sometimes masturbating 5 times a day just to orgasm. It was horrible, and I started to look at more and more extreme forms of porn to get up. For years I've had problems with ED, I didn't realize it was associated with the porn though. I had a very tramatic event that caused severe depression about 8 years ago, and that affected my libido and erection significantly. Up till then I've had amazing erections and a super strong libido (I was 30 then, I'm 38 now, so age could affect things). I'm in excellent shape, work out, eat healthy, sleep well and have normal stress.
So things finally came to a head for me when I went to see this beautiful massage therapist, and she gave me a happy ending, but I couldn't stay hard and I had to finish things myself. I was like, if I can't do this, I have a severe problem. I was going to see a sex counselor, which is super expensive, and then I found RN. I think you guys are better, though I may see the counselor eventually.
So, I started the program about 7 days ago, have been feeling much better, I see many of the improvements you talk about, even in a short time (increased self esteem, less anxiety, stronger ability to concentrate, increased libido, return of erection, ect). Yesterday, I met a cute girl and we decided to have a little fun. I also wanted to see if my libido and erection were returning. I took a Viagra and we hooked up. She was very hot, and for the most part I had improved results. I had sort of an erection (it came and went, rarely reached full size though) and she was able to ride me, which I am generally not able to do. She also made me O by finishing me off with her mouth, though I did need t stroke things a bit. She was very good though.
My thing is this, Did I hurt my REBOOT? Also, should I expect better results, I really want to get back to my old self, super strong erections, strong libido. Should I just go strong and completely cut out all O's, (ie. girlfriend induced O)?
Thanks for the advice all, great forum/resource, I look forward to contributing any way I can.
So things finally came to a head for me when I went to see this beautiful massage therapist, and she gave me a happy ending, but I couldn't stay hard and I had to finish things myself. I was like, if I can't do this, I have a severe problem. I was going to see a sex counselor, which is super expensive, and then I found RN. I think you guys are better, though I may see the counselor eventually.
So, I started the program about 7 days ago, have been feeling much better, I see many of the improvements you talk about, even in a short time (increased self esteem, less anxiety, stronger ability to concentrate, increased libido, return of erection, ect). Yesterday, I met a cute girl and we decided to have a little fun. I also wanted to see if my libido and erection were returning. I took a Viagra and we hooked up. She was very hot, and for the most part I had improved results. I had sort of an erection (it came and went, rarely reached full size though) and she was able to ride me, which I am generally not able to do. She also made me O by finishing me off with her mouth, though I did need t stroke things a bit. She was very good though.
My thing is this, Did I hurt my REBOOT? Also, should I expect better results, I really want to get back to my old self, super strong erections, strong libido. Should I just go strong and completely cut out all O's, (ie. girlfriend induced O)?
Thanks for the advice all, great forum/resource, I look forward to contributing any way I can.
