One day is a time.

Percival

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I'm getting over a cold too, so I feel you. Willpower is always much less when you feel yucky and just don't care. Good for you for keeping going anyway!
 
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Alexey

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10 days no PMO

@Percival
When unwell you're also more sensitive to the threat you've done to yourself and have more spare time to think. So that's instructional.
 
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GBS

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10 days is awesome @Alexey - I know it’s pretty hard when you start putting up big numbers because there’s further to fall, but can I just encourage you to fight on? You’re a hero.
 

Alexey

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@GBS Thank you

I'm still on a long series without wet dream. I don't count, but it starts before the last relapses.

Had a funny night dream today. In it I had a hot sex with my ex-wife, but just before the end the police broke into the flat with the cry: 'You are not allowed to O!' And I woke up erect yet without O.

23 days no PMO
 

Alexey

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Leaked this night. Had a number of explicit erotic dreams recently. But didn’t pay the needed attention to it. Also my sleep is unstable again.

While rebooting, it’s essential also to have other goals. So consider other areas of my life. Just now I renewed my 5km running record at last (had to wait for it for about half a year).

Still manage to keep on IT course, largely due to the poor acceptance of assignments. Feeling discontent about this situation, I took an uncharacteristic step for myself – hired a tutor. And not the first time I see that untypical step may lead to a surprising consequence. I found a man that managed the projects with millions of dollars budgets and hundreds of IT specialists. At the same time he is new and rather enthusiastic about teaching. Probably he is even more interested in solving my tasks than me while keeping a rather modest price.

Still my main goal now is to keep a single without O (at first).

0 days no O
36 days no PM

One day is a Time
 

Alexey

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Bad sleep. Unstable mood.

Should remain patient and attentive, and things will eventually become better.

0 (full) days without O
37 days no PM
 
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