Let's call it "the final thread"

[new reality]

I drank a few beers yesterday evening. I think I was feeling shame on some level, even though it wasn't very obvious. I've probably healed from a lot of shame over the years, but it's far from gone altogether. I have an idea for hopefully healing from some of this shame and trauma, just need to do it, and keep doing it..

I mentioned the blocker app BlockSite a while ago. I'm a little fed up with that app for various reasons so I'm trying a new one, and this one I might not need to pay for, which is good.

Right, let's have a good day.

 

[new reality]

"Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more;
Or close the wall up with our Reboot Nation dead."

I had a reset yesterday, arguably a chaser from the one a few days ago. Not great, but at least it was "healthier" than the previous one. Urgh, don't like thinking about this stuff really. To better things!

 

[new reality]

I don't think about age too much (although I do think about the different decades I've lived through), but I'm not in my thirties any more. Haven't been for a couple of months. Maybe I'll move into the forties section soon. One thing that has stopped me is because this thread is called "the final thread" lol, but I can continue it in another section I guess.

Some good news, went on a short trip recently, and it was good. Also I reached 17 days hardmode, which is very good by my recent standards.

Bad news: haven't felt the best since coming back. I also had a few resets, and drank too much alcohol. So I have to get clean again. Also I'm sick of having to live with my problems and society's B.S., but what can you do. Until next time.

 

[new reality]

I'm moving this thread to the forties section:

The Final Thread continues

Hi, I've been forty for a little while now, so it's time to move to this section. My old thread is here: https://forum.rebootnation.org/index.php?threads/23876/ I read somewhere that if you're going to count days, just count as far as seven days and then go back to zero and aim for seven days...

forum.rebootnation.org

See you there. Or reply here if you want, it doesn't matter.