Let's call it "the final thread"

new reality

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I drank a few beers yesterday evening. I think I was feeling shame on some level, even though it wasn't very obvious. I've probably healed from a lot of shame over the years, but it's far from gone altogether. I have an idea for hopefully healing from some of this shame and trauma, just need to do it, and keep doing it..

I mentioned the blocker app BlockSite a while ago. I'm a little fed up with that app for various reasons so I'm trying a new one, and this one I might not need to pay for, which is good.

Right, let's have a good day.
 

new reality

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"Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more;
Or close the wall up with our Reboot Nation dead."


I had a reset yesterday, arguably a chaser from the one a few days ago. Not great, but at least it was "healthier" than the previous one. Urgh, don't like thinking about this stuff really. To better things!
 

new reality

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I don't think about age too much (although I do think about the different decades I've lived through), but I'm not in my thirties any more. Haven't been for a couple of months. Maybe I'll move into the forties section soon. One thing that has stopped me is because this thread is called "the final thread" lol, but I can continue it in another section I guess.

Some good news, went on a short trip recently, and it was good. Also I reached 17 days hardmode, which is very good by my recent standards.

Bad news: haven't felt the best since coming back. I also had a few resets, and drank too much alcohol. So I have to get clean again. Also I'm sick of having to live with my problems and society's B.S., but what can you do. Until next time.
 
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