Never in my life have I felt so vulnerable. I feel so alone and empty. I know a lot us go through it. It’s just so difficult to keep going specially not having hope or motivation. The lack of pleasure is the worst symptom. It’s hard on the mind and body. I still struggle with insomnia and no appetite. I thought it was getting better but feels worse. I have insecurities which I never had and mood swings. A lot of people who go don’t go through withdrawals don’t understand what most of us don’t go through but it’s definitely hard on us on daily basis. I’m was never negative person until now. I got the support I need but doesn’t have much of a effect on me. Just venting.