I started watching porn since i was 14 found out through friends, i progressively became more entranced by it and sucked in at night in my bedroom consuming pornography. I'd watch more and more videos get less aroused by regular videos and would increasingly watch more types of content to get aroused taking longer to find a video that would arouse me. It has unequivocally fucked me up i've been unsuccessful in so far of quitting but have succeeded in 1-12 days breaks but wish to have a fervent effort in this time. I'm 20 now it's consumed my life in which i've been more disinterested and more asexual in terms of my desire for women and it's really disappointed me where i could have been fostering relationships i was festering in my room. It has fucked my attention span too i believe countless hours spent in my room waiting for my next stimulus hit. I want to have a healthy relationship with masturbation and will continue doing it albeit less often maybe a few times a week/fortnight to not get pent up and rely on my prior source of stimulus being porn to relapse again. It's frankly embarassing to be addicted to pornography it truly is a humiliating vice and pathetic as well. I want to be better and prepare for a porn free 2023. Today i start.