Hi!
Im confusing and sad because last night I had a problem. When I went to sleep I instantly had the idea to open a webpage of cam that show random boys jerking off. I think you know what Im talking about. I was naked on cam and boys loved to see me erected. I did not cum and I shut off the page after an our. I went to sleep and Im here telling you that.
From one point of view Im happy because:
- I did not cum and could stop.
- I did not enter (neither after nor before) to P websites with videos and I did not open a lot of windows, blablabla.
- Im sharing this situation with you and I did not hide that.
On the other hand Im sad because:
- I feel as if I relapsed.
- this kind of episodes are really shameful for me and humiliating. I have to think about another thing.
Do you think that, based on what I told you, I have to restart my counter?! I think that I have to go forward and provide importance to the fact that I stoped and did not cum...
Thanks and please, help me!,
Nacho
Im confusing and sad because last night I had a problem. When I went to sleep I instantly had the idea to open a webpage of cam that show random boys jerking off. I think you know what Im talking about. I was naked on cam and boys loved to see me erected. I did not cum and I shut off the page after an our. I went to sleep and Im here telling you that.
From one point of view Im happy because:
- I did not cum and could stop.
- I did not enter (neither after nor before) to P websites with videos and I did not open a lot of windows, blablabla.
- Im sharing this situation with you and I did not hide that.
On the other hand Im sad because:
- I feel as if I relapsed.
- this kind of episodes are really shameful for me and humiliating. I have to think about another thing.
Do you think that, based on what I told you, I have to restart my counter?! I think that I have to go forward and provide importance to the fact that I stoped and did not cum...
Thanks and please, help me!,
Nacho