It's not over until I win.

jackinabox

jackinabox

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DAY 11: No pmo

Today I had a wet dream and I realised after that, that my refractory period has gotten really quick, to just 1-2 minutes.

That was crazy and something new.
 
jackinabox

jackinabox

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DAY 13: No pmo

Had some strong urges today but instead of falling for that I went out with my friends, played football, got back and took a cold shower.
 
jackinabox

jackinabox

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DAY 14: No pmo

2 weeks of no pmo and today I almost slipped. It was so close, I thought I lost it. I was about 5 seconds away from searching for nudes on the internet before I realised why I wanted to get rid of this addiction.

And I fucking took care of that urge. Took a big breath, held my breath for a few seconds and I was able to calm down and back off from it. Really happy about myself.
 
jackinabox

jackinabox

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DAY 0: RELAPSED; PMO'D

I feel so bad about myself rn. I've let myself down and the people in this forum down. This forum was very supportive and helpful for me and it was a great journey.

But I've slipped, again.

I was very sure that I wouldn't watch porn again, but I've failed myself.

It all started with me going on social media for a long time and I ended up checking out stuff and then I got on the sites. It felt so bad after the session, I felt like shit.

But this is not the end, it's not over until I win. I'm getting rid of this addiction once and for all. I will be active in this group, and I will beat my addiction.

I've decided to reduce the time I spend on social media and use it only if urgent/necessary. I will beat this addiction.

It's starts again now, and this streak is never going to end. I'll rise.

Peace.
 
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