Day 25
Day was a total bust. Looks like I forgot everything I learned about my addiction and fight. My mind is a complete mess clouded and has no desires for anything in this world. I feel like I am completely out of reality. There is a good thing however, I remembered how everything connected to P is fake, how it easy to slip, how your mind makes excuses for more and more. Feel like I need to accept my fall. I'll try to do good for me the next day: walking and listening to music that should cheer me up. I still fill a little weak and have no joy but it is usually passes. So I hope I can get on my feet pretty soon
Day was a total bust. Looks like I forgot everything I learned about my addiction and fight. My mind is a complete mess clouded and has no desires for anything in this world. I feel like I am completely out of reality. There is a good thing however, I remembered how everything connected to P is fake, how it easy to slip, how your mind makes excuses for more and more. Feel like I need to accept my fall. I'll try to do good for me the next day: walking and listening to music that should cheer me up. I still fill a little weak and have no joy but it is usually passes. So I hope I can get on my feet pretty soon