Ive been a loser for a long time

[idontwant2bthisguyanymore]

It's such a shame being this kind of guy. 43
Years old and a pervert. No friends never had a girlfriend live with my mother and I deliver medication as a part-time job. I don't know what I'm doing or what I want. I want to quit I've tried the most I ever gone was a month, but as I'm still in my loneliness it's hard to give up cause it fills a void for a week until my life hits me in the gut for another week i wish I could run away to the hills hideout in the woods sleeping in my jeep with my 2 dogs

 

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@idontwant2bthisguyanymore
Any addiction is about running away.
And the more we run away, the less we deal with our issues, the more they build up and the worse we get.

So not running away is the first step.
Once we get used to regular living, it's actually not too bad. It's good really. The only problem being, if our expectations are correct and realistic. Most often it's not. So it's about correction and adjustments. In time we'll become clearer. We make more correct and sensible decisions. We are rewarded with good results. Our life gradually improves.

That's all there is. It's all good news from here onwards. We just need to preserve.

You're already here. That's huge.
Just keep moving forward.
You can do this.