Well here I am. After a very long relationship with porn I have finally decided to end it! This relationship started back in my 20s with spectravision. Not sure if any of you older guys remember that! Anyway as my life progressed so did my relationship with porn. I have know for a few years now that it was a bad relationship and one I really needed to end. I tried so many times I cant tell you how many. I woke up 2 days ago and finally decided I am done! I am 56 divorced and single. My consumption was usually limited to mornings but lately had progressed to a few times a day. I am on day 2 and found my way to this site. So this is my first entry and I am going to do my best to post an entry every day. I thank anyone who cares to leave a comment in advance!! In the past I always felt that my attempts were fake. I knew I was going to go back. This time is different. I feel it in my head that I am done and I am totally committed to this reboot!!!!! I have never felt that way about it before. Making it 2 days is the longest I have went without fapping in many many years, not counting when I was recovering from spinal fusion surgery!!