Clouds and Dirt

For the next week or two, I'm going to read back over my old posts every day. Should only take like five minutes. I really want to reenforce my genuine hatred for porn. I've found that if I'm not actively rejecting porn, then it slithers back into my desires and I start rationalizing that it's "not that bad." But reminding myself everyday that it IS that bad will help me abstain

-Clouds&Dirt
 
Proud of myself today. Faced a full blown urge and won. I actually went to the computer and started typing in the name of a porn site, but then I caught myself... I probably sat there frozen for a good 10 seconds, willpower wrestling desire. Then I got up and went outside to water the plants and clear my head. Victory

-Clouds&Dirt
 

chap

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Proud of myself today. Faced a full blown urge and won. I actually went to the computer and started typing in the name of a porn site, but then I caught myself... I probably sat there frozen for a good 10 seconds, willpower wrestling desire. Then I got up and went outside to water the plants and clear my head. Victory

-Clouds&Dirt
such a little action that speaks volumes in all of our daily experiences. i’ve been having trouble with those ten seconds, so seeing this has given me a boost of inspiration and motivation!
 
I had a wet dream this morning. I view this as a positive. Like I was able to release some "pressure" without PMOing.

Anyway, another day without porn

-Coulds&Dirt
 
such a little action that speaks volumes in all of our daily experiences. i’ve been having trouble with those ten seconds, so seeing this has given me a boost of inspiration and motivation!
Yeah, the only way to beat this problem is to win those battles! Glad I can inspire you!
 
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