Hello!
Yesterday was a difficult day. Watched some videos… but I made it: I didn’t masturbate. It was weird, I stoped and said “I’m not going to do this! I’m going to stop it!” It was so stupid because I really knew what I was doing to myself, how much pain I’m giving me, how much time I’m loosing… and I have so much to do.
I’m struggling with this for 35 years… I had times when I was able to avoid it, the longer I made it was almost a month. But now… I’m tired, I’m exhausted of beginning, and feeling it’s not worthy, of falling in the same.
It’s a sin, a shame that I carry in my soul, probably something that I’ll take the rest of my life…
Thank you all for reading this! Good fight for all! I’m tired… really tired and
!
Yesterday was a difficult day. Watched some videos… but I made it: I didn’t masturbate. It was weird, I stoped and said “I’m not going to do this! I’m going to stop it!” It was so stupid because I really knew what I was doing to myself, how much pain I’m giving me, how much time I’m loosing… and I have so much to do.
I’m struggling with this for 35 years… I had times when I was able to avoid it, the longer I made it was almost a month. But now… I’m tired, I’m exhausted of beginning, and feeling it’s not worthy, of falling in the same.
It’s a sin, a shame that I carry in my soul, probably something that I’ll take the rest of my life…
Thank you all for reading this! Good fight for all! I’m tired… really tired and
!