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DAY 18 & 19: It Happened! I had sex. (3 rounds)
I know this sounds and tbh even feels too good to be true. But I think I will also post this in the "PIED Success story section".
Some details about the experience
Last morning I met my girl she came over to my house and after a while we got intimate and I got hard af. BUT, when I went to put it in, I wasn't able to keep the erection. at that point, I felt very anxious and ofc I knew I wasn't gonna be able to keep the erection, so we stopped and just cuddled for a bit. we tried again in around 20 minutes. This time, I was able to maintain an erection of 60% and somehow after trying for like good 10 minutes, I could put it in. But then I ejaculated the second I slid into her. We took a break again and we got into it again and this time I was able to put it in and last for a good 7-10 minutes with 90% erection. took a break again and the last time we had sex for 10 minutes with 80-90% erection. It felt amazing!
What helped was talking to my girl about how I wanted to be pleased. It's okay to be selfish at this point bc even she is working towards your reboot. So talking to your partner about every detail helped tremendously. Usually, partners are very understanding when you whisper hah so that's a trick you can use.
I still do need to not think about the times I wasn't able to keep an erection since it only adds to my anxiety. other than that, it was successfull! I AM NEVER GOING BACK TO PORN.
Aftermath
OHH! Almost forgot to add that I experienced a positive and uplifting mood for approximately 20 minutes following ejaculation, but then experienced a crash where I felt low and depressed. It wasn't until a 2 hour nap that I felt recharged. I believe this was likely due to the rush of dopamine after 18 days of abstinence.
Have a blessed day ya'll.
DAY 18 & 19: It Happened! I had sex. (3 rounds)
I know this sounds and tbh even feels too good to be true. But I think I will also post this in the "PIED Success story section".
Some details about the experience
Last morning I met my girl she came over to my house and after a while we got intimate and I got hard af. BUT, when I went to put it in, I wasn't able to keep the erection. at that point, I felt very anxious and ofc I knew I wasn't gonna be able to keep the erection, so we stopped and just cuddled for a bit. we tried again in around 20 minutes. This time, I was able to maintain an erection of 60% and somehow after trying for like good 10 minutes, I could put it in. But then I ejaculated the second I slid into her. We took a break again and we got into it again and this time I was able to put it in and last for a good 7-10 minutes with 90% erection. took a break again and the last time we had sex for 10 minutes with 80-90% erection. It felt amazing!
What helped was talking to my girl about how I wanted to be pleased. It's okay to be selfish at this point bc even she is working towards your reboot. So talking to your partner about every detail helped tremendously. Usually, partners are very understanding when you whisper hah so that's a trick you can use.
I still do need to not think about the times I wasn't able to keep an erection since it only adds to my anxiety. other than that, it was successfull! I AM NEVER GOING BACK TO PORN.
Aftermath
OHH! Almost forgot to add that I experienced a positive and uplifting mood for approximately 20 minutes following ejaculation, but then experienced a crash where I felt low and depressed. It wasn't until a 2 hour nap that I felt recharged. I believe this was likely due to the rush of dopamine after 18 days of abstinence.
Have a blessed day ya'll.