As the months gone by my symptoms have been up and down. My depression has gotten really bad and I have become suicidal. My anxiety has been crippling and I’m feeling like I can’t function normal. I feel like I wanna throw up and pass out. Like I’m dizzy. I have been getting help by the right resources and been doing ketamine treatment but the only time I get relief is during the treatment. It’s crazy PMO after effects have ruined my life literally. I’m sorry for constantly ranting but I’m just so frustrated how much this ruined me not knowing I was going to become another victim to it. I never had these issues until I stopped.