Yesterday, I was thinking about my Ex which made me very emotional and sad. Breakup happened a year back and I moved on too but randomly at somedays I felt the pain as if the breakup happened today, and yesterday was the day I had a lot of mixed emotions...
To escape form this i was surfing facebook, then a page came into my feed named "WEAKNESS" which had adult content stuff. carried away by my emotions without much thinking i entered the page and relapsed.
i feel bad for using porn to escape reality without facing it face to face. to truly solve the problem, i should deal with the reality rather than escaping from it.
I will fight or die trying, but never Give up this journey. I am taking my relapses as a lesson not as my defeat.