My 4 years of college is ending and I will be going home in two days, my best friends who listen to all my bullshit is going home today. It was very hard to give that last handsake and hug, i felt like crying. Before sending him off, i had medium urges in the morning but after sending him when I returned to my room i got overwhelmed by emotions and relapsed...
I am worried that my brain want to escape even the pain of missing someone with porn.
After this incident I tried to sleep but i can't able to. So i sat in balcony to watch birds and listened to melody songs for an hour and then went for a walk. Now I'm feeling better.